“I can feel the light shifting,” the influencer wrote in a vulnerable post on TikTok.

Jelly Roll and Bunnie XO at the Spotify Best New Artist Party held at Paramount Studios on Feb. 1, 2024 in Los Angeles. Gilbert Flores

Bunnie XO is giving fans an honest account of how the first half of 2025 went for her amid the podcaster’s IVF journey with Jelly Roll.

In a vulnerable video posted to TikTok on Sunday (July 20), Bunnie cuddles with one of her pet cows, burying her face in its fur. “The first 6 months of this year have had me in a still season,” she wrote candidly.

“I’ve had to miss a lot of fun things, my body has been thru the ringer & honestly I’m exhausted mentally & physically,” she continued. “But, I can feel the light shifting. I’m finally coming out of the cocoon & trusting that God’s timing is never wrong.”

The Dumb Blonde host added, “Here’s to the bloom after the battle.”

Though Bunnie didn’t specifically mention IVF in the video, she’s been open about how conceiving a baby with her country star husband has been one of her main focuses this year. Over the past few months, she’s shared updates with followers on how her treatments have been going, getting real in March about how “lonely” the process can be at times.

In June, the influencer revealed that she and Jelly — who is also Dad to daughter Bailee and son Noah — had secured a “huge win” on the road to expanding their family. “When you just got the call you’ve been waiting on for 5 months since this ivf journey started,” Bunnie wrote on Instagram at the time. “All the tears, the hopelessness & the struggle, God finally said, ‘Here.’”